I am a bit sleepy; lots of processing going on in my mind just now. Back at my usual siting place in zazen this morning much monkey mind. It is to be expected, I have decided that I want to pursue a career change; psychosynthesis seems to bring the western psychology and eastern non-dualistic religions together in a way that fits my thinking. Will this move me away from zen practice and into some soft colourful ego enhancing alternative? I think not. That to me would be a betrayal of what I have come to value.
So, I will need to do some negotiating with my employers. Now I feel that I am bringing private studies and future opportunities together. I am cautious about running away with myself but I feel this move is right. In my heart I want to eat this rice. My inner child, parent and adult seem in agreement on this.
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